MY SOLILOQUY

THIS IS MY SOLILOQUY CAPTURED DEEP FROM INSIDE OF ME ,POURING OUT INTO OPEN AIR MY WORDS SOMEHOW DISAPPEAR. IT BECOMES THE SILENCE THAT I FEAR WITH NOONE NEAR THESE SPOKEN WORDS YOU CAN NOT HEAR. MY SOLILOQUY ,PLEASE BECOME MY EULOGY AND SAY GOODBYE TO WHO I USED TO BE .DO NOT PRAISE ME YESTERDAY SPEAK ONLY FOR THE MAN I AM TODAY .MY SOLILOQUY ,IN MY PAST YOU WERE AN ADVERSARY BUT IN THIS MOMENT YOU ARE A FRIEND TO ME .GUARD EACH THOUGHT BEFORE I SPEAK AND HIDE THE WORDS THAT MAKE ME WEAK . MY SOLILOQUY IN THE MOMENTS YOU COMPRISE ,LEARN TO QUICKLY RATIONALIZE ,SCRUTINIZE ALL OF MY REPLIES BEFORE THEY LEAD TO MY GOODBYES. MY SOLILOQUY WHEN WE SPOKE OF MY LATTER RAIN DELIVERED FROM MY TEARS OF PAIN ,THE TROUBLED WORDS SPOKE IN VAIN IT IS ONLY LONELINESS THAT I GAIN .MY SOLILOQUY IN REMEMBRANCE MAY REVERENCE BECOME MY GUIDE AND LOCK AWAY ANY WORDS OF PRIDE .MY SOLILOQUY ,IN EACH FUTURE DIALOGUE MAY LASTING IMPRESSIONS BE GAINED ONLY FROM MY EPILOGUE .IN THE ACT AND AS I SPEAK BECOME THE KNOWLEDGE AND WISDOM THAT I LACK ,SO I MAY KEEP MY WORDS AND NOT RETRACT .MY SOLILOQUY ONLY SHOW THE BEST OF ME AND BECOME MY EYES SO THAT I MAY SEE ,IT IS THE WORDS THAT MAKE THIS MAN ,CHOOSE EACH WISELY FOR THEY BECOME MY FINAL STAND ..

LOVE LETTERS

I RELEASE MY WORDS TO THE OPEN AIR ,IN A GUST OF WIND ,INHALE THEM DEEP IF THEY FIND YOU THERE .I HAVE TRAVELED FAR ,DISTANCED MYSELF FROM THE HORIZONS THAT PROVIDED COMFORTS HOME ,LIKE MY WORDS I RELEASE MYSELF TO ROAM .IF THIS BECOMES MY MEANS ,IF ALL IS AS IT SEEMS ,THEN I WAS A FOOLISH MAN,BLINDED BY PASSIONS LUST .THEN NOT JUST A BITE FROM FORBIDDEN FRUITS BUT A GLUTINOUS FEAST SO I HAVE TASTED SIN ,STARED IN THE DOUBTFUL EYE'S OF THE BEAST .OLIVE SKIN AS THICK AS HUSK LIKE ARMOR COVERS HER BUST .BENEATH ARE THE SOULS WHO MET THE CRUEL DEMISE FROM THE VENOM OF THE SERPENT POISONED WITH LIES.TORTURED WITH NO IMPUNITY ,NO SOLACE A GRUESOME END ,NO WORDS ,NO COMFORTS ,NO SYMPATHY NOR EMPATHY TO LEND.A BROKEN HEART LEFT FOR DEAD ,THE MEASURE OF THIS MAN COMES INSTEAD .MY ENEMIES ARE MANY WITH VIOLENT WORDS AS SHARP AS SWORDS SEEK ME OUT FOR PLEASURE'S CHEAP REWARDS .WOUNDED THOUGH THE SHARPEST SWORD CAN NOT PENETRATE MY SOUL ,I REMAIN IN TACT ,IT IS MY SPIRIT THAT WILL KEEP ME WHOLE.WARS ARE WAGED FROM IGNORANCE AND HATE ,TO GIVE INTO THESE EMOTIONS WOULD SEAL MY FATE .I WILL NOT FAULTER OR GIVE INTO PRIDE ,I WILL THIRST WELCOME THIS DROUGHT ,SWALLOW IT DOWN AND CAST IT ASIDE .IF IT IS MY HEART THAT IS BROKEN AS WELL AS MY MIND ,THEN I WILL FUSE SORROW'S PIECES TO BECOME ONE OF A KIND .I WILL TAKE PARTS OF MY HEART I HAVE WORN UPON MY SLEEVE AND USE THEM AS A CONSTANT REMINDER TO ALWAYS BELIEVE .EACH MISTAKE I HAVE MADE ,I WILL MAKE THEM PAST ,I WILL LEARN BRAND NEW LESSONS ,BUILD A STRONG CHARACTER ,A FOUNDATION TO LAST.IN THIS FOUNDATION THERE WILL ALWAYS BE CRACKS ,SHOWN IMPERFECTIONS FROM THE THINGS THAT I LACK BUT IN EACH DAY OF DESPAIR TO HOLD ME TOGETHER I WILL MAKE A REPAIR ,I WILL TEND TO MYSELF WITH THE DEEPEST OF CARE WITH UNCONDITIONAL LOVE OF WHICH THE LIKES I WILL NEVER COMPARE .I AM STRONG AS WELL AS WEAK ,I AM OUTSPOKEN AS WELL AS MEEK.I WILL SURRENDER ONLY TO THE COMFORTS I SEEK ,I WILL NOT CONFORM OR SUBMIT TO SURROUNDINGS SO BLEAK,FOR I AM MADE FROM THE STUFF THAT MAKES ME UNIQUE .IT IS NO LONGER YOUR CLOSURE ,WORDS OR EVEN A GOODBYE THAT I SEEK ,FOR IT WAS ALL THE HATRED AND CRUEL ACTS THAT KEPT ME SO WEAK ,NOW I'D LIKE TO THANK YOU FOR I HAVE FOUND STRENGTH AND THE SUMMIT I HAVE REACHED.I HAVE ATTAINED CLARITY ,A COMFORT SO DEEP ,I HAVE WASHED UPON SHORE FROM THE OCEAN I WEAP.I EXPLORE ALL THE BEAUTY OF NEW LANDSCAPES THAT SURROUND AND BEGIN THIS NEW JOURNEY WITH FEET NEVER TOUCHING THE GROUND .I RELEASE MYSELF TO THE OPEN AIR AND IN A GUST OF WIND I INHALE AND ACROSS A BRAND NEW HORIZON I SOAR ,I HAVE FOUND THE COMFORT'S OF HOME BY WATCHING YOU ROAM .I HAVE NOT LOST ,I SIMPLY HAVE GAINED FOR I HAVE FOUND STRENGTH,LOVE AND HAPPINESS INSIDE AND I HAVE FINALLY REALIZED IT WAS THERE ALL ALONG ,INSIDE OF ME..IT WAS MINE ...FOR ME TO PROVIDE .SO MY REFLECTION TO THY OWN SELF BE TRUE FOR THE FIRST TIME I LOVE YOU AS WE BEGIN A JOURNEY BRAND NEW..

A BRAND NEW DAWN..

PARTING WAYS ,A BRAND NEW DAWN ,KEEP THAT SMILE MY LOVE IS GONE .ALWAYS SING AND ALWAYS DANCE AND FILL YOUR LIFE WITH TENDER ROMANCE .FILL YOUR DAYS WITH LAUGHTERS JOY AND ALL YOUR NIGHTS WITH PASSIONS WARMTH.KEEP YOUR PLACE UNDER THE SUN AWAY FROM SHADE AND WHAT'S UNDONE.SPEAK YOUR WORDS WITH BEAUTY'S SOUND AND REMAIN IN PEACE WITH WHAT YOU'VE FOUND.STAND UPON THE HIGHEST MOUNTAIN PEAK EXTEND YOUR ARMS AND REACH FOR THE SKY AND LAY YOUR HANDS UPON THE DREAMS YOU SEEK.MAY YOUR REFLECTION ALWAYS BE KIND TO YOU AND MAY ALL YOUR MOMENTS FEEL BRAND NEW.WHEN YOUR LIFE IS FILLED WITH SORROWS RAIN MAY THE LOVE OF OTHERS EASE YOUR PAIN.KEEP THE MUSIC IN A MORNINGS SONG AND READ EACH NOTE INTO A BRAND NEW DAWN.MAY YOU ACCEPT THE EMBRACE OF COMFORTS ARMS AND RECEIVE THE BOUNTY OF ENDLESS CHARMS .MAKE THE SWEETEST MEMORIES AND KEEP THEM FOR ETERNITY AND LIVE LIFE WITH GRACE AND SERENITY.KEEP THE GENTLE WIND UPON YOUR BACK AND THE STARS WITHIN YOUR SIGHT USE THEM AS YOUR GUIDE THROUGH EVERY RESTLESS NIGHT.MAY YOU SHINE WITH LIGHT AN INNER GLOW AND USE YOUR LIGHT FOR LOVE TO GROW.ALWAYS SOAR SAFE UPON AN ANGELS WINGS AND HEAR THE MELODY YOUR BEAUTY BRINGS.MAY THE PUREST LOVE COME YOUR WAY TO KEEP YOU SAFE FROM YESTERDAY,SHED ONE LAST TEAR AND RELEASE YOUR PAST AND EMBRACE FOREVER AND MAKE IT LAST.SEE YOURSELF A VISION OF BEAUTY DIVINE AND PAINT PORTRAIT TO LAST THROUGH TIME.YOUR ONE OF KIND AND KIND AS ONE ,ONE DAY IN YOUR LIFE HAS JUST BEGUN .SO EACH NIGHT WHEN I FALL UPON MY KNEES TO PRAY ,I PRAY FOR AN UNDYING LOVE TO COME YOUR WAY .MAY YOU NEVER REGRET OR WONDER WHY OR LOOSE THAT SPARKLE FROM WITHIN YOUR EYE,LIVE ,LOVE ,LAUGH ,FLY MY ANGEL SOAR AND BE FREE THERE SIMPLY WASN'T ENOUGH INSIDE OF ME.GO NOW LOVE BE HAPPY AND WHOLE AND HEAL THE WOUNDS INSIDE YOUR SOUL.PARTING WAYS,KEEP THAT SMILE MY LOVE IS GONE I WISH YOU ENDLESS LOVE IN A BRAND NEW DAWN..

THE MONSTER ...

FRIGHTENED CHILD ALL ALONE APPROACHING FOOTSTEPS ,CREAKING FLOOR ,FEARING WHAT'S BEYOND THAT DOOR .I CLOSE MY EYES AND PRETEND TO SLEEP AND PRAY THE LORD MY SOUL TO KEEP ,I'M JUST TO YOUNG AND FAR TO WEAK ,IT'S OK I ONLY WANT TO TAKE A PEAK .DO NOT SCREAM ,DONT YOU MAKE A SOUND ,GRIPPING HANDS MY WRISTS ARE BOUND .A PILLOW TAKES MY BREATH AWAY ,I'M JUST A CHILD AND EASY PREY ,I CAN NOT FIGHT NOR RUN AWAY,A HELPLESS PRISONER IN EVERY WAY .MY INNOCENCE HAS LEFT MY SOUL ,I'M JUST A CHILD WITH NO CONTROL ,LEFT TO ALWAYS FEAR THE DARKNESS OF THE NIGHT ,THE MONSTER IS NEVER OUT OF SIGHT .IT ISN'T BEHIND MY CLOSET DOOR OR BENEATH MY BED NOR ON MY FLOOR. I FOLD MY TINY HANDS TO PRAY THAT THIS MONSTER WILL DISAPPEAR SOMEDAY OR BE GIVEN STRENGTH TO FIGHT IT BACK BUT I'M JUST A CHILD IT'S STRENGTH I LACK.MY BED IS SOAKED WITH SALTY TEARS ,PLEASE OH LORD PLEASE CALM THESE FEARS BUT AS THE DAYS TURN INTO YEARS THE MONSTER STILL CONTROLS ALL MY FEARS .NIGHTMARES COME IN THE DARKEST NIGHT ,SILENT SCREAMS UNTIL THE LIGHT.WHY DID THIS MONSTER HURT ME SO AND TAKE THE INNOCENCE FROM INSIDE MY SOUL .NOW I HAVE BECOME A MAN BUT THE MONSTER WON ,HIS WAS A WELL LAYED PLAN THAT HAS JUST BEGUN THIS FRIGHTENED CHILD WILL ALWAYS BE AFRAID AND CONTINUE TO PUSH EVERYONE AWAY,THE MONSTER STILL CONTROLS HIS FEARS EVEN AFTER ALL THESE YEARS.I WEAR THE SCARS OF A HELPLESS CHILD AND AS A MAN THE PAIN HAS COMPILED.SO THE MONSTER HAS HAD HIS WAY ,IT CONTROLS MY LIFE TO THIS VERY DAY. THE TORTURE IS FRESH INSIDE MY MIND ,CRIMSON TEARS HAVE LEFT ME BLIND ,FADED VISIONS OF A NORMAL AND HAPPY LIFE CUT THROUGH MY SOUL LIKE THE SHARPEST KNIFE .WHY DOES EVERYONE GIVE UP ON ME? WHY CANT THEY SEE I'M HELPLESS PRISONER ,PLEASE OH LORD, PLEASE SET ME FREE .I WAS JUST A CHILD WHY DIDN'T YOU SEND AN ANGEL FOR PROTECTING ME? WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME? YOU LET THAT MONSTER TAKE MY SOUL ,INSIDE MY HEART A GAPING HOLE ,I'M JUST A MAN WHO ISN'T WHOLE ,WHO LET HIS FEARS TAKE CONTROL.NOW I'M LEFT ALL ALONE TO FIGHT THE FEAR THAT COMES AT NIGHT WHEN WILL THIS MONSTER BE OUT OF SIGHT? WHY CANT ANYONE SEE ALL THE LOVE INSIDE OF ME ? PLEASE OH LORD ONE FINAL PLEA ..SEND DOWN AN ANGEL TO WALK WITH ME ,TO LIFT ME UP AND CARRY ME ,WIPE THESE TEARS FROM BLOOD SHOT EYES AND EASE THE PAIN FROM A HEART THAT CRIES..PLEASE OH LORD WHY CANT THEY SEE THAT FRIGHTENED CHILD INSIDE OF ME ,PLEASE OH LORD TO YOU I PRAY TO REMOVE THAT PILLOW ..SO I CAN SAY ..THERE IS A MONSTER AS YOU ALL CAN SEE ,IT TOOK THE VERY BEST FROM INSIDE OF ME ..THERE IS A MONSTER YES IT'S PLAIN TO SEE BUT THAT MONSTER ISN'T ME..

AN OLD WOODEN DOOR ...

I GAZE UPON AN OLD WOODEN DOOR,A MIND FILLED WITH WONDER ,SHALL I OPEN AND EXPLORE? IF I OPEN FOREVER MORE ? OR JUST BEYOND SPECTERS OF PAIN I MUST ENDURE. IF I KEEP IT CLOSED MANY QUESTIONS WILL REMAIN , HAS MY LIFE BEEN LIVED IN VAIN ?SHALL I SLEEP WITH COMFORTS CLOSURE SAFE AT HOME ? OR SHALL I OPEN AND SIMPLY ROAM ?SHALL I WANDER AND JOURNEY FREE AND RELEASE THIS FEAR THAT GROWS IN ME ? FOR I HAVE WALKED THE BEATEN PATH ,MY FEET BLISTERED AND CALLUSED ,WALKED FOR MANY MILES WITH NO DIRECTION ,MY DESTINATION UNKNOWN .I HAVE SEEN MANY UNFRIENDLY FACES IN THESE PLACES I ROAM ,IF I CONTINUE TO WALK THIS BEATEN PATH..I ROAM ..UNTIL I FIND THIS PLACE CALLED HOME .I GAZE UPON AN OLD WOODEN DOOR MY TIRED FEET SEEM WEIGHTED UPON THIS FAMILIAR FLOOR ,I HEAR THE ECHOES WITHIN THESE HALLOWED HALLS ,A PRISONER TO AN OLD WOODEN DOOR. A DISTANT SHADOW STANDING TALL DANCES UPON AN OLD CRACKED WALL ,A CASUAL SOLILOQUY ,MAGICAL TRANQUILITY,A REFLECTION OF WHOM I WAS MEANT TO BE. A TURN TO GRACE , WHISPER VIGILS OF COMMON PLACE, A SHADOW OF A MAN WHO HAS WORN NO FACE ,LACKS EXPRESSION OR WORLDY PACE . I WALK A BEATEN PATH ON A FAMILIAR FLOOR PASSING AN OLD CRACKED WALL AND IN THE DISTANCE I GAZE UPON AN OLD WOODEN DOOR ,JUST BEYOND A WILTING DREAM OF FOREVER MORE ..SHALL I OPEN AND EXPLORE ? OR FOREVER DANCE WITH SHADOWS OF THE PAIN I MUST ENDURE ...

TRUE COLORS

STRIPED OF MY SKIN TO BARE MY SOUL ,CRIMSON RED ,THIS COLOR BOLD ,INSIDE OUT HIS STORY TOLD .ETERNAL LIGHT, THE COLOR WHITE LIKE THE SNOWFLAKES FROM WINTER NIGHTS .VOID OF COLOR, BLACK ON MY DARKEST DAYS,FADING SUNSET BREAK INTO BLOSSOM MY MALAISE.BLACK AND WHITE INSIDE THE EYE OF THE RAGING STORM RISING FROM MY PAIN IT TAKES IT'S FORM,SWIRLING WINDS GREY IS BORN .TODAY I THINK I AM BLUE ,I DRINK THE SALTY OCEANS DEEP I BARE THE SCARS WHEN I AM WEAK ,I INHALE THE OPEN SKY WHEN CONFUSION HAS ME WONDER WHY .DOWN FROM THE CLOUDS A RAINBOW ,NOW I THINK I AM GREEN ,CAPTURE BEAUTY WITH EVERY NUANCE OF THIS SCENE,IT'S PURPLE HAZE TAKES AWAY MY MALAISE RESTORES MY SPIRIT WITH A SIMPLE GAZE .I AM YELLOW EMBRACING FEAR WITH REGRET FROM EACH PASSING YEAR AND I AM YELLOW IN SUNLITE RAYS THAT WELCOME IN BRAND NEW DAYS .I AM ORANGE WHEN I'M FEELING BUTTERFLIES ,I AM ORANGE WHEN I LOOK INTO HER EYES ..LOVE IS ALL THE COLORS THAT SURROUND ,ALL EMOTION UP AND DOWN ,A PERCEPTUAL INTERPRETATION AND JOURNEY SO PROFOUND .I WEAR EVERY COLOR UPON THIS SOUL ..I WILL WEAR THEM ALL UNTIL ..I AM WHOLE ..

GOODBYE..

THE DAY YOU FORGOT TO SAY GOODBYE ,I LISTENED CLOSE WITH NO REPLY ,A RIVER'S SORROW, A GENTLE CRY, FILLED WITH TEARDROPS FROM BLOODSHOT EYES.SILENCE ECHOES MY DISCONTENT ,WORDS LEFT UNSPOKEN AS I LAMENT .MORNING'S PROMISE TO SAY GOODBYE TO YESTERDAY AND WELCOME IN A BRAND NEW DAY,SUNSHINE SAYS GOODBYE TO RAIN AND HAPPINESS THE SAME TO PAIN .VIBRANT SMILES A GOODBYE TO FROWNS ,ONE WORD GOODBYE THAT BRINGS FORTH SILENCE INTO SOUND.SEASONS CHANGE BEGINNING WINTER AND ENDING FALL,A GOODBYE BEFORE EACH NEW BEGINNINGS CALL.YOU MAY NOT BELIEVE IN GOODBYE'S BUT YOU CAN NOT SEE THESE TEARS I CRY ,A GOODBYE SO I DO NOT WONDER WHY ,A GOODBYE TO DRY THESE BLOODSHOT EYES.GOODBYE IS JUST A SIMPLE WORD AND TO YOU IT MAY SEEM OBSURD BUT WITH GOODBYE A BROKEN HEART IS CURED,QUIET MOMENTS ,WORDS OBSCURED ,VISIONS BLURRED FROM A WORD THAT YET'S BEEN HEARD.WE SAY GOODBYE IN MANY WAYS ,A SOFT GOODBYE AT NIGHT WE PRAY,WE SAY GOODBYE EVERYDAY ,WE SAY GOODBYE TO EVERY YEAR ,A GOODBYE A WORD WE NEED TO HEAR .THE NEEDED CLOSURE I CAN NOT ATTAIN THIS SILENCE LEAVES ME HERE IN PAIN,SO I'LL ALWAYS WONDER WHY THE DAY YOU LEFT YOU FORGOT TO SAY GOODBYE ,A GOODBYE IS NOT THAT HARD TO SAY ,WE ARE REMINDED OF IT EVERDAY ..

ONE...

I DONT WANT TO LOVE YOU ANYMORE ,KEEP YOUR MEMORY NEVER MORE ,PRETEND IT ISN'T YOU WHO I ADORE .I WANT RUN SO FAR AWAY ,FAR FROM LOVE AND YOUR EMBRACE AND DISAPPEAR WITHOUT A TRACE .I WANT TO CONVINCE MYSELF YOU SIMPLY NEVER TOUCHED MY HEART , FIND A BRAND NEW WAY TO START ,PRETEND WITHOUT YOU I'M NOT TORN APART .I WANT TO TELL MYSELF YOU TRULY CARED AND WITHIN YOUR HEART YOU WERE JUST SCARED ,TORMENTED BY THE YEARS OF PAIN ,LIVING WITH A DAMAGED HEART FROM ALL CONSTANT DAILY STRAIN.I WANT TO BELIEVE THAT WHAT WE SHARED COULD HARDLY EVER BE COMPARED ,I WANT TO IGNORE THAT IT IS JUST NOT TRUE ,I NEVER GOT THE BEST OF YOU ,I WAS JUST A MOMENT ,PASSING TIME ,FORGOTTEN QUICKLY SO YOU CAN FIND AGAIN THE ONLY LOVE YOU KEPT INSIDE.WHEN I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU I NEVER WANTED TO BE NUMBER TWO BUT ONE THING THAT I NEVER KNEW ,THAT BURIED DEEP INSIDE OF YOU WAS A LIGHT THAT BURNED FOR ONLY TWO,THAT TORCH IS KEPT INSIDE OF YOU ,FOR THE DAY HE RETURNS TO YOU..I WAS ONE ..BUT NOT THE ONE ,NOT THE ONE THAT EQUALS TWO ,NOT THE ONE WHO HAS THE LOVE DEEP INSIDE OF YOU ..I WANT TO TELL MYSELF I DONT LOVE YOU ANYMORE ,IT ISNT YOU WHO I ADORE,I'LL KEEP YOUR MEMORY NEVERMORE ..IT'S JUST TO LATE I FELL IN LOVE ,WHAT'S DONE IS DONE..I AM ONE ..JUST NOT THE ONE...

FAREWELL..

FIRST OFF I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE WHO HAS SUPPORTED MYSELF AS WELL AS THE POETRY BLOG.WHICH LEADS ME TO THIS..I WILL NO LONGER BE WRITING ,FOR MANY YEARS I USED MY HEART FELT WORDS FOR EXPRESSION TO HOPEFULLY REACH OR TOUCH OTHERS WHO HAVE SHARED LIFES TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS,ABUSE ,HEART BREAK ,LOOSING LOVED ONES ECT..I HAVE RECENTLY BEEN SHOWN WORDS MEAN VERY LITTLE AND NO MATTER THE MAGNITUTE OF WHAT PERSONAL DILEMA YOU FACE, YOU ARE SIMPLY ALONE IN THIS LIFE .I FIND NO PURPOSE, SOLICE,COMFORT OR REFUGE IN WORDS AT THIS POINT SO THE LAST POEM POSTED WILL IN FACT BE MY LAST . ALTHOUGH FLAWED I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN HONEST AND EXPRESSED LOVE AND LOYALTY BEYOND LIMITATIONS BUT IT HAS BEEN PROVEN TO ME RECENTLY THAT ALL OF THE ABOVE SIMPLY MEAN NOTHING .I NO LONGER BELEIVE IN THOSE SAME WORDS,LOVE OR EXPRESSION SO IT IS TIME FOR ME TO SAY FAREWELL, I TRULY HAVE BEEN A FOOLISH HEART . AGAIN I THANK AND LOVE THOSE WHO HAVE SUPPORTED MYSELF AND THE BLOG .FEEL FREE TO CONTACT ME IT WOULD BE NICE TO KNOW WHAT YOUR FAVORITE POEMS WERE ..BEST WISHES AND GOD BLESS ..TOMMY

REMEMBER LOVE..REMEMBER ME ?

HOW WILL YOU REMEMBER ME ? WILL YOU REMEMBER THE COLOR OF MY EYES AND THINGS THAT MADE ME SMILE ? WILL YOU REMEMBER THE WORDS THAT CAPTURED THE MOMENTS THAT MADE ME FEEL WORTH WHILE ? WILL YOU REMEMBER THE TOUCH OF MY HAND OR THE SOUND OF MY VOICE ,WILL YOU REMEMBER THE DAY WHEN YOU STILL HAD A CHOICE TO REACH OUT TO THE ONES THAT YOU LOVE AND SAY EXACTLY HOW YOU FEEL BEFORE THE MOMENT HAS PASSED? ,NOW YOU FOLD YOUR HANDS AND SPEAK AS YOU KNEEL.WILL REMEMBER THE LAUGHTER DESPITE ALL THE PAIN ?WILL YOU CHERISH EACH MEMORY YOU HAVE LEFT THAT REMAIN?WILL REMEMBER THE LOVE I KEPT DEEP IN MY HEART ?WILL YOU KEEP THAT SAME LOVE ON THE DAY THAT WE PART?WILL YOU REMEMBER MY HOPES AND KEEP ALIVE ALL OF MY DREAMS ? WILL YOU COMFORT THOSE I LOVE WHEN THEY COME APART AT THE SEAMS?WILL YOU REMEMBER OUR TALKS OR THE FEELINGS WE SHARE? ,WILL YOU REMEMBER MY EMBRACE OR THE WARMTH IN MY STARE? WILL YOU REMEMBER MY SECRETS AND THE DEPTH OF MY FEARS ? WILL YOU REMEMBER MY PAIN OR THE SOURCE OF MY TEARS ? WILL YOU REMEMEBR HOW GENTLY I EXPRESSED ALL MY LOVE ?WILL YOU REMEMBER MY WORDS AS YOU GAZE UP ABOVE ? WILL YOU REMEMBER MY VISION ? OR WILL PASSING TIME LEAVE YOU BLIND ? WILL YOU REMEMBER MY REFLECTION IN THE BEAUTY YOU FIND? WILL YOU REMEMBER A WHISPER MEANT JUST FOR YOUR EAR ? WILL YOU REMEMBER I STOOD ALONG SIDE OF YOU BECAUSE I HELD YOU SO DEAR? WILL YOU REMEMBER THESE WORDS THAT I LEAVE YOU TODAY ? WILL YOU REMEMBER FOR ALL YOUR TOMORROW'S I TRIED MY VERY BEST TO SAY THAT I LOVE YOU IN MY OWN SPECIAL WAY ? I WILL REMEMBER ALL OF THE LOVE AND HAPPINESS FROM WHICH YOU FILLED UP MY HEART ,I WILL REMEMBER I LOVE YOU TILL DEATH DO US PART ...

FOOLISH HEART..

TRICKED AGAIN FOOLISH HEART ,STRING ALONG ,PLAY THE PART ,IGNORED THE SIGNALS FROM THE START AND NOW YOUR HEART TORN APART.FOOLISH HEART YOU KNOW EACH RULE BUT YET YOU CHOOSE TO PLAY THE FOOL,FOOLISH HEART UPON YOUR SLEEVE TRICKED AGAIN NOW WATCH HER LEAVE .FOOLISH HEART YOUR SO ABSURD HOW YOU BELIEVE EACH AND EVERY WORD ,FOOLISH HEART A STEPPING STONE YOU FIND YOURSELF ALL ALONE ,FOOLISH HEART WHO HEARS YOUR CRIES ,ACCEPTING LIES AND ALIBIS.FOOLISH HEART IT IS YOU WHO'S BLIND ,MOVING FORWARD LOVE ,YOUR LEFT BEHIND .FOOLISH HEART YOU WERE A MOMENT, JUST A WAY TO KILL SOME TIME ,YOU WENT ALONG FOR THE RIDE ,SO FOOLISH HEART LOOSE YOUR PRIDE SHE NEVER CARED WHAT YOU HAVE INSIDE .FOOLISH HEART ANOTHER LAUGH AT YOUR EXPENSE ,TAKE A LOOK IT ALL MAKES SENSE,DID YOU OCCUPY HER MIND ? THE ANSWERS ARE NOT HARD TO FIND .FOOLISH HEART SHE SAID YOU WEREN'T A REAL MAN AND UNWORTHY OF HER HAND ,ALWAYS HAD ANOTHER PLAN ,ON CLOUD NINE BUT NOW YOU LAND AND BEFORE YOUR FEET HIT THE GROUND HER SMILING FACE LAUGHS AT YOUR FROWN.FOOLISH HEART HEAR HER SILENCE IT'S JUST FOR YOU ,NOW TELL ME WHAT YOU THOUGHT YOU KNEW? INTOXICATED ,HE LOOKS OK ,GOOD ENOUGH I'M BORED TODAY ,I KNOW HE SPILLS HIS FOOLISH HEART BUT HE HAS NO PLACE INSIDE THIS HEART .FOOLISH HEART OFTEN WEAK OPEN YOUR EYES ,PLEASE TAKE A PEEK YOUR NOT ONE SHE WILL SEEK.FOOLISH HEART ACCEPT YOUR ROLE ,LET THE MOMENT JUST UNFOLD ,LISTEN TO WHAT YOU'VE BEEN TOLD IT ISN'T THAT HER HEART IS COLD ,A DAY WITH YOU HAD GOTTEN OLD.FOOLISH HEART YOU LAY AWAKE WITH TEARS YOU WEAP ,PRAY TO LORD A SOUL TO KEEP ,FOOLISH HEART TAKE A LEAP ,WHAT OTHERS SOW YOUR LEFT TO REAP.FOOLISH HEART RUN ALONG ,GO AWAY WHERE YOU BELONG ,FAR AWAY ALL BY YOURSELF ,SHE'S IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ELSE .FOOLISH HEART STAY BROKEN ,HAPPINESS IS NOT FOR YOU,LISTEN NOW STAY UNGLUED ,KEEP A VERY SOMBER MOOD AND LOOSE YOUR STRENGTH AND FORTITUDE.SO FOOLISH HEART DON'T MAKE HER ABSENSE DIFFICULT ,IT WILL ALWAYS BE THE SAME RESULT ,JUST LET HER WANDER FAR AWAY ,NOTHING LEFT FOR HER TO SAY AND ALWAYS REMEMBER SHE WAS SIMPLY BORED THAT DAY..

BLEEDING HEART

OPEN UP A VEIN RELEASING ALL HIS PAIN ,TORMENT FROM A SOUL BLEEDING CRIMSON RED, DRIPPING DOWN LIKE RAIN.DRAINING ALL HIS LIFE INTO A POOL OF MADNESS DELIVERED FROM A HEART BEATING ONLY SADNESS.PUDDLE OF MALAISE ,NUMBERED ARE HIS DAYS,BACKWARDS THROUGH MAZE ,BREATHING IN THE HAZE ,COVERED IN A MIST ,HE OPENS UP HIS WRIST ,SPLATTER FROM WOUNDED PRIDE ,EMPTYNESS INSIDE.MARRED INSIDE ALWAYS FEELING TORN ,WORN A CROWN OF THORN ,BORN FROM YEARS OF SCORN,GENUINE DISDAIN FROM CONTEMPT ATTAINED.A MARTYR WITH SULLEN PRAISE ,LONELIEST OF DAYS ,FORCED TO WALK ALONE HIS SCARS HAVE FINALLY SHOWN.HIS TRUST MISPLACED ,UNJUST BROKEN THRESHOLD HE'S BEEN THRUST INTO WORLD OF SORROW TAKEN HIS TOMORROW,BORROWED IS HIS TIME ,THE SANDS ARE RUNNING FAST ,SHATTERED HOURGLASS,NOTHING SEEMS TO LAST ,TODAY IS NOW THE PAST .FADE TO BLACK ,DIMINISHED IS THE LIGHT THAT ONCE BURNED SO BRIGHT ,LOOSING WHAT'S IN SIGHT HE LACKS THE STRENGTH TO FIGHT .EMOTION LEFT OBSCURED ,VISION OFTEN BLURRED.HIS SCREAMS HAS ECHOED WHISPERS YOU IGNORED HIS BLEEDING HEART ,TIMES UP HE'S TORN APART,RELEASING ALL HIS PAIN FROM ALL THE YEARS OF RAIN ,HE OPENED UP VEINS WHERE ONLY LOVE REMAINED SHOWERED FROM HIS EMPTY HEART HE LIVED HIS LIFE IN VAIN..

A STAR DANCED NIGHT..

I HAVE A SECRET YET UNTOLD ,WAITING SILENT AS TIME UNFOLDS ,I FEAR THE EYE THAT TRUTH BEHOLDS .I KEEP THIS SECRET LOCKED AWAY UNTIL MY SOUL IS FREE OF PAIN,HEAVENS PART ,POURING RAIN NEVER TO RETURN AGAIN.LOOSING TIME IN SHADOWS SIGHT VISIONS OF THE TWILIGHT FLIGHT ,LUMINOUS, A STAR FILLED NIGHT DEPARTING SPIRIT BURNING BRIGHT . A REUNION OF MY FAVORITE FACES ,SANDS OF TIME ASSURED OUR PLACES,CAPTURED PORTRAITS OF SMILES LIFE ERASES LIKE A STAR DANCED NIGHT THAT LIGHT REPLACES.ECHOES IN A GUST OF WIND ,A FINAL BREATH FROM DEEP WITHIN ,A BEDTIME SONG ,A LULLABY BECOME THE MUSIC OF GOODBYES.A JOURNEY OF DIVINITY,BOUNDLESSNESS ,INFINITY ,ROMANCING WORDS IN RHAPSODY TAKE MY HAND AND DANCE WITH ME ,EMBRACE ME FOR ETERNITY BEFORE THE ANGELS WELCOME ME .IN QUIET MOMENTS MAJESTY,CHERISH EVERY MEMORY AND RIDE THE RAINBOWS TILL SUNLIGHT FADES AND KEEP WITH YOU OUR YESTERDAYS. HERE TODAY ,GONE TOMORROW DRY AWAY YOUR TEARS OF SORROW AND KEEP THIS VIGIL WHILE WAITING FOR THE SUN , ETERNAL LIFE HAS JUST BEGUN .ANOTHER SOUL DEPARTED BURNING BRIGHT ASCENDING ON A TWILIGHT FLIGHT TO JOIN THE SPIRITS OF A STAR DANCED NIGHT..

A MOTHER'S SACRIFICE ..

YOU HAVE GIVEN BIRTH AND CREATED LIFE , PROVEN STRENGTH AND SACRIFICE .YOU RAISED ME THROUGH YOUR TOUGHEST TRIALS AND ALWAYS WALKED THE EXTRA MILE TO KEEP ME FED ,SAFE AND WARM AND PROVIDE ME SHELTER FROM THE STORM.YOU GAVE ME ALL AND WENT WITHOUT AND WHEN MY LIFE CASTED DOUBT YOU WERE MY SHADOW AND PROVIDED THE RAINS TO END MY DROUGHT .THE VERY BEST OF ME IS PASSED FROM YOU.. LOVE ,HEART AND SOUL JUST TO NAME A FEW SO MOTHER THIS IS MY ODE TO YOU . MOTHER IT'S YOUR PRECIOUS HEART THAT MADE MY HOME AND YOUR DUE REWARD HAS NOT ALWAYS SHOWN ,NOW YEARS HAVE PAST AND I HAVE FINALLY GROWN .AS A CHILD IF I FELL YOU PICKED ME UP AND CARRIED ME AND SPOKE THE WORDS TO COMFORT ME.YOU TAUGHT ME WHAT WAS RIGHT FROM WRONG , A MAN IS TOUGH BECAUSE HIS MOTHER'S STRONG , THROUGH EACH YEAR YOU MADE LIFE'S LULLABY INTO A SONG .YOU READ THE MUSIC NOTE BY NOTE AND CREATED A SYMPHONY, A PEACEFUL JOURNEY FILLED WITH HOPE.YOU TAUGHT ME TO WALK THROUGH LIFE WITH MY HEAD HELD HIGH ALL OF YOUR COUNTLESS EFFORTS I CAN NOT DENY AND SHOWED ME IT'S EASY TO GIVE UP BUT HARD TO TRY .OVER THE YEARS I HAVE CAUSED YOU PAIN AND ON YOUR FACE A SHOW OF STRAIN BUT IN THOSE MOMENTS IT WAS YOUR KNOWLEDGE THAT HELPED ME GAIN THE CLARITY TO REMAIN HUMBLE SO YOUR LESSONS TAUGHT WERE NOT IN VAIN.I BECAME A FATHER SEVEN YEARS AGO AND I WASN'T FRIGHTENED BECAUSE OF WHAT I KNOW ,YOU WERE MY TEACHER SO I CAN HELP HER GROW AND NOW HOLD HER HAND AS WE WALK THROUGH LIFE AND SHOW HER LOVE AT ANY PRICE FOR MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME SACRIFICE .THESE ARE MERELY WORDS AND JUST CAN NOT PROVIDE A DESCRIPTION FOR WHAT I FEEL INSIDE IT'S JUST A START TOWARD THAT REWARD WELL OVERDUE AND A THANK YOU MOTHER FOR ALL YOU DO .SO HERE IS WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME I WAS GIVEN LIFE FROM WHICH YOU PROVIDE ,YOU WALKED WITH ME SIDE BY SIDE ,ALWAYS HONEST ,NEVER LIED AND ALL THE TRADITIONS YOU PROVIDE WILL BE MY STARS AND MY GUIDE ,YOU HAVE WIPED MY TEARS WHEN I HAVE CRIED AND ALWAYS PUT YOUR NEEDS ASIDE SO I CAN HAVE A CHANCE AT HAPPINESS AND ALL THE LOVE YOU POSSESS.MOTHER WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME YOU WILL NEVER KNOW AND I REALIZE I DO NOT ALWAYS SHOW EXACTLY HOW PROUD I AM TO BE YOUR SON,THEY SAY A MOTHER'S WORK IS NEVER DONE BUT DO NOT THINK TWICE IT'S TIME FOR YOU TO ENJOY YOUR LIFE AND REAP THE REWARD'S OF A MOTHER'S SACRIFICE..

MOURNING LIGHT ..

PLEASE MORNING STAY AWAY ,KEEP ME IN THIS NIGHT ..I LAY AWAKE AND WATCH HER AS SHE SLEEPS ,I GAZE UPON HER BEAUTY SHE SEEMS SO AT PEACE ,I DO NOT MAKE A SOUND BUT INSIDE IT'S MY SOUL THAT IS SCREAMING AS IT WEEPS.FOR IN THE MORNING SHE WILL GO AWAY NO MATTER WHAT I CHOOSE TO SAY ,OR HOW HARD I BEGIN TO PRAY ,BEG OR PLEAD TO KEEP TONIGHT THE SECONDS TICK AND MINUTES PASS SHE'S FADING FROM MY SIGHT .I LISTEN AS SHE BREATHS AND WANT TO JOIN HER IN HER DREAMS GIVE HER ALL SHE LACKS ,TAKE HER BY HER HAND GENTLY KISS HER ON HER LIPS BEFORE MORNING TAKES HER BACK..I AM FIGHTING WITH THE NIGHT TO KEEP ME IN THE DARKNESS AND MY LOVE WITH ME TONIGHT ,SHE WIMPERS SOFTLY SO I KNOW TO HOLD HER TIGHT BEFORE THE MORNING BRINGS THE LIGHT .AND JUST LIKE THAT MORNING COMES ,SHE FOLLOWS AND SHE GOES ,I WATCH HER AS SHE WALKS AWAY I HAVE THE WORDS FROM WITHIN MY HEART TO SAY BUT THEY REACHED MY LIPS THAT FROZE.SILENCE AS THE ONE I LOVE LEAVES AND I AM LEFT WITH JUST HER SCENT,FIGHTING BACK MY TEARS AND THE MEMORY OF THE NIGHT WE JUST SPENT HER IMAGE EMBEDDED IN MY MIND AS I LAY AND I LAMENT.I WONDER IF SHE HEARD ME WHISPER IN HER EAR THAT I KNOW LOVE ONLY WHE SHE'S NEAR AND LOOSING HER TO MORNING IS THE EMPTYNESS I FEAR.I TAKE NO SOLACE FROM THE COMFORT OF ONE NIGHT AND RENEWING THESE PRECIOUS MOMENTS I LOOSE TO MORNING LIGHT .SO PLEASE MORNING STAY AWAY FOR WHEN YOU COME MY LOVE WILL FOLLOW YOU AWAY I KNOW THERE IS NO NIGHT WITHOUT TODAY BUT I ASK YOU TO KEEP ME IN THIS NIGHT ,TIGHT WITHIN THIS ANGELIC EMBRACE BEFORE MORNING COMES AND SHE LEAVES WITHOUT A TRACE.THIS NIGHT IS FADING FAST BUT MAYBE I CAN JOIN HER IN HER DREAMS AND TRY AND MAKE IT LAST I HAVE TO SAY I LOVE YOU BEFORE YOU END THIS NIGHT AND TAKE WITH YOU MY LOVE INTO THE MORNING LIGHT ..

CAPTURE SUNSET...

CAPTURE SUNSET ,LOOSING SUMMER'S LIGHT ,FADING SLOWLY ENTER NIGHT.CAPTURE SUNSET ,VIBRANT SKIES REFLECTING BEAUTY INSIDE MY EYES.CAPTURE SUNSET INSIDE MY SMILE KEEP ME WITH YOU FOR A WHILE ,PULL ME CLOSE ,KEEP ME NEAR CAPTURE SUNSET TO CALM YOUR FEAR.IN THE DARKNESS WORLDS APART CAPTURE SUNSET FROM WITHIN MY HEART FOR TODAY AS WE DEPART FOR ALL TOMORROW'S A BRAND NEW START.CAPTURE SUNSET MAY IT BRING YOU LOVE,SPREAD IT'S WINGS JUST LIKE A DOVE AND SOAR ABOUT THE PURPLE SKY WITH THE WINDS OF CHANGE GUSTING BY .CAPTURE SUNSET IN THE TREE'S ,HEAR THE RUSTLE SHAKING LOOSE THE AUTUMN LEAVES ,A MURAL OF COLORS TOUCH THE GROUND WITHOUT A SOUND TO CREATE A PORTRAIT SO PROFOUND.CAPTURE SUNSET IN A WINTER SQUALL,COUNTING SNOWFLAKES AS THEY FALL,LIKE THOUSANDS OF STARS THAT SPARKLE BRIGHT BENEATH THE HEAVENS PALE MOON LIGHT .CAPTURE SUNSET MORNING DEW SPRING IS BORN SOMETHING NEW,APRIL SHOWERS BRING THE RAIN FIND ME IN YOUR TEARS OF PAIN .CAPTURE SUNSET FROM A SEED INTO A BUD I BEQUEATH MYSELF TO THE MUD ,TO THE EARTH INTERTWINED AS ONE ,THE CIRCLE OF LIFE HAS BEGUN.CAPTURE SUNSET I AM NOW...EVERYTHING, I AM ALL THE GRASS THAT GROWS THAT TICKLES TINY CHILDREN'S TOES, I AM WHEN THE FLOWERS BLOOM ,I AM WITH ALL SEASONS AS THEY LOOM.SO CAPTURE SUNSET IN EVERY STARE AND REMEMBER LOVE I AM EVERYWHERE, I AM THE PORTRAIT SO PROFOUND ..CAPTURE SUNSET ...SEE THE BEAUTY...I AM ALL AROUND...

HOUR GLASS...

FADE TO BLACK ,BATTERED SOUL ,BROKEN HEART REMAINS IN TACT ,LOOSING TIME ,GOING BLIND ,SULLEN MIND BECOMES THE VISION THAT I LACK.SECONDS TICK ,LUNATIC,A MINUTE PASSED NOW I'M SICK .DARKEST HOUR ,TASTING SOUR AS THE POISON HIT'S MY LIP ,GLASS HALF FULL ,FEELING EMPTY ONLY NEED A TINY SIP,SLURRING WORDS,THOUGHTS OBSCURED ,DEVOUR ETIQUETTE.ANOTHER DAY ,TURN THE PAGE ,MELTED HEART ,SILENT RAGE ,TAKE THE STAGE ,MY MALAISE ON DISPALY,FOR TOMORROW ONLY SORROW ,LOOSING GROUND TIME TO BEG FOR WHAT IS BORROWED.REPEAT A WEEK ,FEELING WEAK,LOOK INSIDE ,TAKE A PEEK ,SEEMING TIMID ,SEMI RIGID,CONTEMPLATING EVEN MEEK.EVERY MONTH ,WRETCHED LUNG ,SPEWING VENOM FROM THE TONGUE,LASHING OUT ,FLAILING WILDLY ,CONSTANT THRASHING ALL ABOUT.GATHER EVERY TEAR,CRY A RIVER ,SEA OF FEAR ,CLOSE TO DROWNING ,CAN'T STAY AFLOAT ENTER IN ANOTHER YEAR,PLUMMET TO THE BOTTOM,TIME IS UP...GLASS HALF EMPTY..CHECK THE CUP..

THREE SIMPLE WORDS..

I LOVE YOU ..THREE SIMPLE WORDS THAT START FROM THE HEART ,PASS THROUGH THE LUNGS AND ROLL OFF THE TONGUE..THEY SAY LOVE IS BLIND BUT I DON'T WANT TO LET HER GO,I WANT TO KEEP HER HERE WITH ME AND GIVE THIS LOVE A CHANCE TO GROW.I WANT TO EARN ALL HER TRUST AND TAKE AWAY ALL HER PAIN AND GIVE HER SUNSHINE WHEN LIFE BRINGS HER RAIN.DURING HER HARDEST TRIALS I WOULD GO THE EXTRA MILE ,HOLD HER HERE IN MY ARMS AND GIVE HER SHELTER FROM THE STORM.I CAN'T BUY HER FANCY CARS OR EXPENSIVE DIAMOND RINGS BUT I CAN PROMISE TO ALWAYS DO ALL THE THINGS THAT HAPPINESS BRINGS.I WANT TO TAKE YESTERDAY'S SORROW MAKE IT MY OWN AND GIVE HER A BRIGHTER TOMORROW BUT TODAY SHE IS SLIPPING AWAY AND I CAN'T MAKE HER STAY ,I FEEL LIKE I LOST MY BEST FRIEND ,HOW DID WE REACH THE END? IT ALL HAPPENED SO FAST ,I GUESS IT WASN'T MEANT TO LAST.I FEEL LIKE IM GOING INSANE WITH EMOTIONS AND PAIN ,NOW SHE TOOK ALL MY SUNSHINE AND I'M LEFT ALONE IN THE RAIN.I'M LEFT DROWNING IN THE TEARS THAT RESURFACE MY FEARS .AS GASP FOR A WHIPSER AND ONE FINAL BREATH THOSE THREE SIMPLE WORDS PASS THROUGH MY LUNGS AND ROLL OFF MY TONGUE..I LOVE YOU SO I HAVE TO LET YOU GO, TAKE MY BROKEN HEART TO HELP YOURS TRY AND GROW AND AS YOU WALK AWAY I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW FROM THE DEPTHS OF MY SOUL THESE THREE SIMPLE WORDS ..I LOVE YOU ...SO ..GO...GROW AND FIND THAT LOVE TO MAKE YOU WHOLE ..

ONE NATION...

IMPERVIOUS MIND,SYSTEMATIC DECLINE,DIPLOMATIC RELATIONS THE DECLINE OF A NATION.THE STARS AND STRIPES OF HYPOCRISY SENDING TROOPS OVER SEAS ,IMPOSING DEMOCRACY.ELEVATED TERROR WARNINGS,HOLE IN THE OZONE EFFECT GLOBAL WARMING.POLAR CAPS,GEOTHERMAL COLLAPSE ,DOG TAGS ,FOLDED FLAGS ,TWENTY ONE GUN SOLUTE SERENADED BY TAPS.PROTECTING OUR BORDERS,LEVEES JUST BROKE ,IGNORE THE DISORDER.EPIDEMIC SWINE FLU ,FEVER AND CHILLS ,BP OIL SPILLS TURNING OCEANS TO GLUE.ACCESSIBLE WELFARE,DEBATE OVER HEALTH CARE ,WALLSTREET ,MORTGAGE FORECLOSURES BIG CORPORATIONS FEASTING ON SHARES.THE WHOLE WORLD'S GOING GREEN BUT IT'S NOT WHAT IT SEEMS,GENERATING MORE MONEY BY SELLING US DREAMS.BROKEN INFRASTRUCTURE,LACK OF PRODUCTION LEADS TO ECONOMIC REDUCTION.INDUSTRIAL BAILOUT ,SUBJECT TO BLACKOUT CUT TO COMMERCIAL PHARMACEUTICAL PARAMOUNT.VISION IS BLURRED THE CURE IS OBSCURED BY THE TREATMENT PROCURED.FEAR AND MASS CONSUMPTION ,SEXUAL SEDUCTION TEENAGERS HAVING BABIES FORSAKE REPRODUCTION.COMMANDER AND THIEF ,HIS STATEMENT IS BRIEF ADDRESS THE GREAT NATION MONETARY RELIEF.LADY LIBERTY SCORN COMMUNISM IS BORN..