LOVE LETTERS

I RELEASE MY WORDS TO THE OPEN AIR ,IN A GUST OF WIND ,INHALE THEM DEEP IF THEY FIND YOU THERE .I HAVE TRAVELED FAR ,DISTANCED MYSELF FROM THE HORIZONS THAT PROVIDED COMFORTS HOME ,LIKE MY WORDS I RELEASE MYSELF TO ROAM .IF THIS BECOMES MY MEANS ,IF ALL IS AS IT SEEMS ,THEN I WAS A FOOLISH MAN,BLINDED BY PASSIONS LUST .THEN NOT JUST A BITE FROM FORBIDDEN FRUITS BUT A GLUTINOUS FEAST SO I HAVE TASTED SIN ,STARED IN THE DOUBTFUL EYE'S OF THE BEAST .OLIVE SKIN AS THICK AS HUSK LIKE ARMOR COVERS HER BUST .BENEATH ARE THE SOULS WHO MET THE CRUEL DEMISE FROM THE VENOM OF THE SERPENT POISONED WITH LIES.TORTURED WITH NO IMPUNITY ,NO SOLACE A GRUESOME END ,NO WORDS ,NO COMFORTS ,NO SYMPATHY NOR EMPATHY TO LEND.A BROKEN HEART LEFT FOR DEAD ,THE MEASURE OF THIS MAN COMES INSTEAD .MY ENEMIES ARE MANY WITH VIOLENT WORDS AS SHARP AS SWORDS SEEK ME OUT FOR PLEASURE'S CHEAP REWARDS .WOUNDED THOUGH THE SHARPEST SWORD CAN NOT PENETRATE MY SOUL ,I REMAIN IN TACT ,IT IS MY SPIRIT THAT WILL KEEP ME WHOLE.WARS ARE WAGED FROM IGNORANCE AND HATE ,TO GIVE INTO THESE EMOTIONS WOULD SEAL MY FATE .I WILL NOT FAULTER OR GIVE INTO PRIDE ,I WILL THIRST WELCOME THIS DROUGHT ,SWALLOW IT DOWN AND CAST IT ASIDE .IF IT IS MY HEART THAT IS BROKEN AS WELL AS MY MIND ,THEN I WILL FUSE SORROW'S PIECES TO BECOME ONE OF A KIND .I WILL TAKE PARTS OF MY HEART I HAVE WORN UPON MY SLEEVE AND USE THEM AS A CONSTANT REMINDER TO ALWAYS BELIEVE .EACH MISTAKE I HAVE MADE ,I WILL MAKE THEM PAST ,I WILL LEARN BRAND NEW LESSONS ,BUILD A STRONG CHARACTER ,A FOUNDATION TO LAST.IN THIS FOUNDATION THERE WILL ALWAYS BE CRACKS ,SHOWN IMPERFECTIONS FROM THE THINGS THAT I LACK BUT IN EACH DAY OF DESPAIR TO HOLD ME TOGETHER I WILL MAKE A REPAIR ,I WILL TEND TO MYSELF WITH THE DEEPEST OF CARE WITH UNCONDITIONAL LOVE OF WHICH THE LIKES I WILL NEVER COMPARE .I AM STRONG AS WELL AS WEAK ,I AM OUTSPOKEN AS WELL AS MEEK.I WILL SURRENDER ONLY TO THE COMFORTS I SEEK ,I WILL NOT CONFORM OR SUBMIT TO SURROUNDINGS SO BLEAK,FOR I AM MADE FROM THE STUFF THAT MAKES ME UNIQUE .IT IS NO LONGER YOUR CLOSURE ,WORDS OR EVEN A GOODBYE THAT I SEEK ,FOR IT WAS ALL THE HATRED AND CRUEL ACTS THAT KEPT ME SO WEAK ,NOW I'D LIKE TO THANK YOU FOR I HAVE FOUND STRENGTH AND THE SUMMIT I HAVE REACHED.I HAVE ATTAINED CLARITY ,A COMFORT SO DEEP ,I HAVE WASHED UPON SHORE FROM THE OCEAN I WEAP.I EXPLORE ALL THE BEAUTY OF NEW LANDSCAPES THAT SURROUND AND BEGIN THIS NEW JOURNEY WITH FEET NEVER TOUCHING THE GROUND .I RELEASE MYSELF TO THE OPEN AIR AND IN A GUST OF WIND I INHALE AND ACROSS A BRAND NEW HORIZON I SOAR ,I HAVE FOUND THE COMFORT'S OF HOME BY WATCHING YOU ROAM .I HAVE NOT LOST ,I SIMPLY HAVE GAINED FOR I HAVE FOUND STRENGTH,LOVE AND HAPPINESS INSIDE AND I HAVE FINALLY REALIZED IT WAS THERE ALL ALONG ,INSIDE OF ME..IT WAS MINE ...FOR ME TO PROVIDE .SO MY REFLECTION TO THY OWN SELF BE TRUE FOR THE FIRST TIME I LOVE YOU AS WE BEGIN A JOURNEY BRAND NEW..