Thursday, September 30, 2010

FAREWELL..

FIRST OFF I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE WHO HAS SUPPORTED MYSELF AS WELL AS THE POETRY BLOG.WHICH LEADS ME TO THIS..I WILL NO LONGER BE WRITING ,FOR MANY YEARS I USED MY HEART FELT WORDS FOR EXPRESSION TO HOPEFULLY REACH OR TOUCH OTHERS WHO HAVE SHARED LIFES TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS,ABUSE ,HEART BREAK ,LOOSING LOVED ONES ECT..I HAVE RECENTLY BEEN SHOWN WORDS MEAN VERY LITTLE AND NO MATTER THE MAGNITUTE OF WHAT PERSONAL DILEMA YOU FACE, YOU ARE SIMPLY ALONE IN THIS LIFE .I FIND NO PURPOSE, SOLICE,COMFORT OR REFUGE IN WORDS AT THIS POINT SO THE LAST POEM POSTED WILL IN FACT BE MY LAST . ALTHOUGH FLAWED I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN HONEST AND EXPRESSED LOVE AND LOYALTY BEYOND LIMITATIONS BUT IT HAS BEEN PROVEN TO ME RECENTLY THAT ALL OF THE ABOVE SIMPLY MEAN NOTHING .I NO LONGER BELEIVE IN THOSE SAME WORDS,LOVE OR EXPRESSION SO IT IS TIME FOR ME TO SAY FAREWELL, I TRULY HAVE BEEN A FOOLISH HEART . AGAIN I THANK AND LOVE THOSE WHO HAVE SUPPORTED MYSELF AND THE BLOG .FEEL FREE TO CONTACT ME IT WOULD BE NICE TO KNOW WHAT YOUR FAVORITE POEMS WERE ..BEST WISHES AND GOD BLESS ..TOMMY

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

REMEMBER LOVE..REMEMBER ME ?

HOW WILL YOU REMEMBER ME ? WILL YOU REMEMBER THE COLOR OF MY EYES AND THINGS THAT MADE ME SMILE ? WILL YOU REMEMBER THE WORDS THAT CAPTURED THE MOMENTS THAT MADE ME FEEL WORTH WHILE ? WILL YOU REMEMBER THE TOUCH OF MY HAND OR THE SOUND OF MY VOICE ,WILL YOU REMEMBER THE DAY WHEN YOU STILL HAD A CHOICE TO REACH OUT TO THE ONES THAT YOU LOVE AND SAY EXACTLY HOW YOU FEEL BEFORE THE MOMENT HAS PASSED? ,NOW YOU FOLD YOUR HANDS AND SPEAK AS YOU KNEEL.WILL REMEMBER THE LAUGHTER DESPITE ALL THE PAIN ?WILL YOU CHERISH EACH MEMORY YOU HAVE LEFT THAT REMAIN?WILL REMEMBER THE LOVE I KEPT DEEP IN MY HEART ?WILL YOU KEEP THAT SAME LOVE ON THE DAY THAT WE PART?WILL YOU REMEMBER MY HOPES AND KEEP ALIVE ALL OF MY DREAMS ? WILL YOU COMFORT THOSE I LOVE WHEN THEY COME APART AT THE SEAMS?WILL YOU REMEMBER OUR TALKS OR THE FEELINGS WE SHARE? ,WILL YOU REMEMBER MY EMBRACE OR THE WARMTH IN MY STARE? WILL YOU REMEMBER MY SECRETS AND THE DEPTH OF MY FEARS ? WILL YOU REMEMBER MY PAIN OR THE SOURCE OF MY TEARS ? WILL YOU REMEMEBR HOW GENTLY I EXPRESSED ALL MY LOVE ?WILL YOU REMEMBER MY WORDS AS YOU GAZE UP ABOVE ? WILL YOU REMEMBER MY VISION ? OR WILL PASSING TIME LEAVE YOU BLIND ? WILL YOU REMEMBER MY REFLECTION IN THE BEAUTY YOU FIND? WILL YOU REMEMBER A WHISPER MEANT JUST FOR YOUR EAR ? WILL YOU REMEMBER I STOOD ALONG SIDE OF YOU BECAUSE I HELD YOU SO DEAR? WILL YOU REMEMBER THESE WORDS THAT I LEAVE YOU TODAY ? WILL YOU REMEMBER FOR ALL YOUR TOMORROW'S I TRIED MY VERY BEST TO SAY THAT I LOVE YOU IN MY OWN SPECIAL WAY ? I WILL REMEMBER ALL OF THE LOVE AND HAPPINESS FROM WHICH YOU FILLED UP MY HEART ,I WILL REMEMBER I LOVE YOU TILL DEATH DO US PART ...

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

FOOLISH HEART..

TRICKED AGAIN FOOLISH HEART ,STRING ALONG ,PLAY THE PART ,IGNORED THE SIGNALS FROM THE START AND NOW YOUR HEART TORN APART.FOOLISH HEART YOU KNOW EACH RULE BUT YET YOU CHOOSE TO PLAY THE FOOL,FOOLISH HEART UPON YOUR SLEEVE TRICKED AGAIN NOW WATCH HER LEAVE .FOOLISH HEART YOUR SO ABSURD HOW YOU BELIEVE EACH AND EVERY WORD ,FOOLISH HEART A STEPPING STONE YOU FIND YOURSELF ALL ALONE ,FOOLISH HEART WHO HEARS YOUR CRIES ,ACCEPTING LIES AND ALIBIS.FOOLISH HEART IT IS YOU WHO'S BLIND ,MOVING FORWARD LOVE ,YOUR LEFT BEHIND .FOOLISH HEART YOU WERE A MOMENT, JUST A WAY TO KILL SOME TIME ,YOU WENT ALONG FOR THE RIDE ,SO FOOLISH HEART LOOSE YOUR PRIDE SHE NEVER CARED WHAT YOU HAVE INSIDE .FOOLISH HEART ANOTHER LAUGH AT YOUR EXPENSE ,TAKE A LOOK IT ALL MAKES SENSE,DID YOU OCCUPY HER MIND ? THE ANSWERS ARE NOT HARD TO FIND .FOOLISH HEART SHE SAID YOU WEREN'T A REAL MAN AND UNWORTHY OF HER HAND ,ALWAYS HAD ANOTHER PLAN ,ON CLOUD NINE BUT NOW YOU LAND AND BEFORE YOUR FEET HIT THE GROUND HER SMILING FACE LAUGHS AT YOUR FROWN.FOOLISH HEART HEAR HER SILENCE IT'S JUST FOR YOU ,NOW TELL ME WHAT YOU THOUGHT YOU KNEW? INTOXICATED ,HE LOOKS OK ,GOOD ENOUGH I'M BORED TODAY ,I KNOW HE SPILLS HIS FOOLISH HEART BUT HE HAS NO PLACE INSIDE THIS HEART .FOOLISH HEART OFTEN WEAK OPEN YOUR EYES ,PLEASE TAKE A PEEK YOUR NOT ONE SHE WILL SEEK.FOOLISH HEART ACCEPT YOUR ROLE ,LET THE MOMENT JUST UNFOLD ,LISTEN TO WHAT YOU'VE BEEN TOLD IT ISN'T THAT HER HEART IS COLD ,A DAY WITH YOU HAD GOTTEN OLD.FOOLISH HEART YOU LAY AWAKE WITH TEARS YOU WEAP ,PRAY TO LORD A SOUL TO KEEP ,FOOLISH HEART TAKE A LEAP ,WHAT OTHERS SOW YOUR LEFT TO REAP.FOOLISH HEART RUN ALONG ,GO AWAY WHERE YOU BELONG ,FAR AWAY ALL BY YOURSELF ,SHE'S IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ELSE .FOOLISH HEART STAY BROKEN ,HAPPINESS IS NOT FOR YOU,LISTEN NOW STAY UNGLUED ,KEEP A VERY SOMBER MOOD AND LOOSE YOUR STRENGTH AND FORTITUDE.SO FOOLISH HEART DON'T MAKE HER ABSENSE DIFFICULT ,IT WILL ALWAYS BE THE SAME RESULT ,JUST LET HER WANDER FAR AWAY ,NOTHING LEFT FOR HER TO SAY AND ALWAYS REMEMBER SHE WAS SIMPLY BORED THAT DAY..

Monday, September 20, 2010

BLEEDING HEART

OPEN UP A VEIN RELEASING ALL HIS PAIN ,TORMENT FROM A SOUL BLEEDING CRIMSON RED, DRIPPING DOWN LIKE RAIN.DRAINING ALL HIS LIFE INTO A POOL OF MADNESS DELIVERED FROM A HEART BEATING ONLY SADNESS.PUDDLE OF MALAISE ,NUMBERED ARE HIS DAYS,BACKWARDS THROUGH MAZE ,BREATHING IN THE HAZE ,COVERED IN A MIST ,HE OPENS UP HIS WRIST ,SPLATTER FROM WOUNDED PRIDE ,EMPTYNESS INSIDE.MARRED INSIDE ALWAYS FEELING TORN ,WORN A CROWN OF THORN ,BORN FROM YEARS OF SCORN,GENUINE DISDAIN FROM CONTEMPT ATTAINED.A MARTYR WITH SULLEN PRAISE ,LONELIEST OF DAYS ,FORCED TO WALK ALONE HIS SCARS HAVE FINALLY SHOWN.HIS TRUST MISPLACED ,UNJUST BROKEN THRESHOLD HE'S BEEN THRUST INTO WORLD OF SORROW TAKEN HIS TOMORROW,BORROWED IS HIS TIME ,THE SANDS ARE RUNNING FAST ,SHATTERED HOURGLASS,NOTHING SEEMS TO LAST ,TODAY IS NOW THE PAST .FADE TO BLACK ,DIMINISHED IS THE LIGHT THAT ONCE BURNED SO BRIGHT ,LOOSING WHAT'S IN SIGHT HE LACKS THE STRENGTH TO FIGHT .EMOTION LEFT OBSCURED ,VISION OFTEN BLURRED.HIS SCREAMS HAS ECHOED WHISPERS YOU IGNORED HIS BLEEDING HEART ,TIMES UP HE'S TORN APART,RELEASING ALL HIS PAIN FROM ALL THE YEARS OF RAIN ,HE OPENED UP VEINS WHERE ONLY LOVE REMAINED SHOWERED FROM HIS EMPTY HEART HE LIVED HIS LIFE IN VAIN..

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

A STAR DANCED NIGHT..

I HAVE A SECRET YET UNTOLD ,WAITING SILENT AS TIME UNFOLDS ,I FEAR THE EYE THAT TRUTH BEHOLDS .I KEEP THIS SECRET LOCKED AWAY UNTIL MY SOUL IS FREE OF PAIN,HEAVENS PART ,POURING RAIN NEVER TO RETURN AGAIN.LOOSING TIME IN SHADOWS SIGHT VISIONS OF THE TWILIGHT FLIGHT ,LUMINOUS, A STAR FILLED NIGHT DEPARTING SPIRIT BURNING BRIGHT . A REUNION OF MY FAVORITE FACES ,SANDS OF TIME ASSURED OUR PLACES,CAPTURED PORTRAITS OF SMILES LIFE ERASES LIKE A STAR DANCED NIGHT THAT LIGHT REPLACES.ECHOES IN A GUST OF WIND ,A FINAL BREATH FROM DEEP WITHIN ,A BEDTIME SONG ,A LULLABY BECOME THE MUSIC OF GOODBYES.A JOURNEY OF DIVINITY,BOUNDLESSNESS ,INFINITY ,ROMANCING WORDS IN RHAPSODY TAKE MY HAND AND DANCE WITH ME ,EMBRACE ME FOR ETERNITY BEFORE THE ANGELS WELCOME ME .IN QUIET MOMENTS MAJESTY,CHERISH EVERY MEMORY AND RIDE THE RAINBOWS TILL SUNLIGHT FADES AND KEEP WITH YOU OUR YESTERDAYS. HERE TODAY ,GONE TOMORROW DRY AWAY YOUR TEARS OF SORROW AND KEEP THIS VIGIL WHILE WAITING FOR THE SUN , ETERNAL LIFE HAS JUST BEGUN .ANOTHER SOUL DEPARTED BURNING BRIGHT ASCENDING ON A TWILIGHT FLIGHT TO JOIN THE SPIRITS OF A STAR DANCED NIGHT..

Monday, September 6, 2010

A MOTHER'S SACRIFICE ..

YOU HAVE GIVEN BIRTH AND CREATED LIFE , PROVEN STRENGTH AND SACRIFICE .YOU RAISED ME THROUGH YOUR TOUGHEST TRIALS AND ALWAYS WALKED THE EXTRA MILE TO KEEP ME FED ,SAFE AND WARM AND PROVIDE ME SHELTER FROM THE STORM.YOU GAVE ME ALL AND WENT WITHOUT AND WHEN MY LIFE CASTED DOUBT YOU WERE MY SHADOW AND PROVIDED THE RAINS TO END MY DROUGHT .THE VERY BEST OF ME IS PASSED FROM YOU.. LOVE ,HEART AND SOUL JUST TO NAME A FEW SO MOTHER THIS IS MY ODE TO YOU . MOTHER IT'S YOUR PRECIOUS HEART THAT MADE MY HOME AND YOUR DUE REWARD HAS NOT ALWAYS SHOWN ,NOW YEARS HAVE PAST AND I HAVE FINALLY GROWN .AS A CHILD IF I FELL YOU PICKED ME UP AND CARRIED ME AND SPOKE THE WORDS TO COMFORT ME.YOU TAUGHT ME WHAT WAS RIGHT FROM WRONG , A MAN IS TOUGH BECAUSE HIS MOTHER'S STRONG , THROUGH EACH YEAR YOU MADE LIFE'S LULLABY INTO A SONG .YOU READ THE MUSIC NOTE BY NOTE AND CREATED A SYMPHONY, A PEACEFUL JOURNEY FILLED WITH HOPE.YOU TAUGHT ME TO WALK THROUGH LIFE WITH MY HEAD HELD HIGH ALL OF YOUR COUNTLESS EFFORTS I CAN NOT DENY AND SHOWED ME IT'S EASY TO GIVE UP BUT HARD TO TRY .OVER THE YEARS I HAVE CAUSED YOU PAIN AND ON YOUR FACE A SHOW OF STRAIN BUT IN THOSE MOMENTS IT WAS YOUR KNOWLEDGE THAT HELPED ME GAIN THE CLARITY TO REMAIN HUMBLE SO YOUR LESSONS TAUGHT WERE NOT IN VAIN.I BECAME A FATHER SEVEN YEARS AGO AND I WASN'T FRIGHTENED BECAUSE OF WHAT I KNOW ,YOU WERE MY TEACHER SO I CAN HELP HER GROW AND NOW HOLD HER HAND AS WE WALK THROUGH LIFE AND SHOW HER LOVE AT ANY PRICE FOR MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME SACRIFICE .THESE ARE MERELY WORDS AND JUST CAN NOT PROVIDE A DESCRIPTION FOR WHAT I FEEL INSIDE IT'S JUST A START TOWARD THAT REWARD WELL OVERDUE AND A THANK YOU MOTHER FOR ALL YOU DO .SO HERE IS WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME I WAS GIVEN LIFE FROM WHICH YOU PROVIDE ,YOU WALKED WITH ME SIDE BY SIDE ,ALWAYS HONEST ,NEVER LIED AND ALL THE TRADITIONS YOU PROVIDE WILL BE MY STARS AND MY GUIDE ,YOU HAVE WIPED MY TEARS WHEN I HAVE CRIED AND ALWAYS PUT YOUR NEEDS ASIDE SO I CAN HAVE A CHANCE AT HAPPINESS AND ALL THE LOVE YOU POSSESS.MOTHER WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME YOU WILL NEVER KNOW AND I REALIZE I DO NOT ALWAYS SHOW EXACTLY HOW PROUD I AM TO BE YOUR SON,THEY SAY A MOTHER'S WORK IS NEVER DONE BUT DO NOT THINK TWICE IT'S TIME FOR YOU TO ENJOY YOUR LIFE AND REAP THE REWARD'S OF A MOTHER'S SACRIFICE..

Sunday, September 5, 2010

MOURNING LIGHT ..

PLEASE MORNING STAY AWAY ,KEEP ME IN THIS NIGHT ..I LAY AWAKE AND WATCH HER AS SHE SLEEPS ,I GAZE UPON HER BEAUTY SHE SEEMS SO AT PEACE ,I DO NOT MAKE A SOUND BUT INSIDE IT'S MY SOUL THAT IS SCREAMING AS IT WEEPS.FOR IN THE MORNING SHE WILL GO AWAY NO MATTER WHAT I CHOOSE TO SAY ,OR HOW HARD I BEGIN TO PRAY ,BEG OR PLEAD TO KEEP TONIGHT THE SECONDS TICK AND MINUTES PASS SHE'S FADING FROM MY SIGHT .I LISTEN AS SHE BREATHS AND WANT TO JOIN HER IN HER DREAMS GIVE HER ALL SHE LACKS ,TAKE HER BY HER HAND GENTLY KISS HER ON HER LIPS BEFORE MORNING TAKES HER BACK..I AM FIGHTING WITH THE NIGHT TO KEEP ME IN THE DARKNESS AND MY LOVE WITH ME TONIGHT ,SHE WIMPERS SOFTLY SO I KNOW TO HOLD HER TIGHT BEFORE THE MORNING BRINGS THE LIGHT .AND JUST LIKE THAT MORNING COMES ,SHE FOLLOWS AND SHE GOES ,I WATCH HER AS SHE WALKS AWAY I HAVE THE WORDS FROM WITHIN MY HEART TO SAY BUT THEY REACHED MY LIPS THAT FROZE.SILENCE AS THE ONE I LOVE LEAVES AND I AM LEFT WITH JUST HER SCENT,FIGHTING BACK MY TEARS AND THE MEMORY OF THE NIGHT WE JUST SPENT HER IMAGE EMBEDDED IN MY MIND AS I LAY AND I LAMENT.I WONDER IF SHE HEARD ME WHISPER IN HER EAR THAT I KNOW LOVE ONLY WHE SHE'S NEAR AND LOOSING HER TO MORNING IS THE EMPTYNESS I FEAR.I TAKE NO SOLACE FROM THE COMFORT OF ONE NIGHT AND RENEWING THESE PRECIOUS MOMENTS I LOOSE TO MORNING LIGHT .SO PLEASE MORNING STAY AWAY FOR WHEN YOU COME MY LOVE WILL FOLLOW YOU AWAY I KNOW THERE IS NO NIGHT WITHOUT TODAY BUT I ASK YOU TO KEEP ME IN THIS NIGHT ,TIGHT WITHIN THIS ANGELIC EMBRACE BEFORE MORNING COMES AND SHE LEAVES WITHOUT A TRACE.THIS NIGHT IS FADING FAST BUT MAYBE I CAN JOIN HER IN HER DREAMS AND TRY AND MAKE IT LAST I HAVE TO SAY I LOVE YOU BEFORE YOU END THIS NIGHT AND TAKE WITH YOU MY LOVE INTO THE MORNING LIGHT ..