YOU WERE..

YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING,MY HOPES,MY DREAMS ,THE ONE WHO HELPED ME BELIEVE.YOU WERE MY EVERY SMILE,THE ONE WHO MADE ME FEEL WORTH WHILE.YOU WERE MY ANGEL SENT TO ME FROM ABOVE,THE ONE WHO HEALED MY BROKEN HEART AND SHOWED ME HOW TO LOVE.YOU WERE MY BRIGHTEST STAR IN THE DARKEST OF NIGHT,THE ONE WHO BECAME MY GUIDE AND BROUGHT ME INTO THE LIGHT.YOU WERE MY SUN THAT KEPT ME SAFE AND WARM,THE ONE WHO GAVE ME SHELTER IN THE EYE OF THE STORM.YOU WERE MY STRENGTH DEEP INSIDE MY SOUL,THE ONE WHO FOUND THE PIECES TO HELP ME BECOME WHOLE.YOU WERE MY BREATH THAT GAVE ME BRAND NEW LIFE,THE ONE WHO TAUGHT ME NEVER TO GIVE UP AND NEVER TO THINK TWICE.YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING,MY LOVER,MY VERY BEST FRIEND,THE ONE WHO I LOST AND I CAN NEVER HOLD AGAIN.YOU WERE MY ONE TRUE LOVE THAT I NEVER WILL FORGET,THE ONE I LET SLIP AWAY,THE ONE THING IN LIFE THAT FOREVER I WILL REGRET...

CURTAIN FALL..

DONT ASK ME TO STOP MY PAIN OR COME IN FROM THE RAIN,DONT ASK TO SEE A SMILE WHEN I'M LIVING WITH THIS SHAME.YOU DONT HAVE TO UNDERSTAND,YOU CANT SEE INSIDE A MAN.I WAS BORN WITHOUT THAT LIGHT,I GIVE UP INSTEAD OF FIGHT.I'VE ALWAYS BEEN ALONE,I WEAR MY PAIN LIKE A THRONE.I'M THE KING OF EMPTY SOULS ,I HAVE NO VISION ,I HAVE NO GOALS .I LIVE INSIDE THE DARK ,I WAS BORN WITHOUT THAT SPARK.I'D RATHER RUN AND HIDE,THEN BELIEVE IN FOOLISH PRIDE.MY LIFE IS JUST A STAGE,MY AUDIENCE IS MY RAGE ,IT'S SCREAMING WITH APPLAUSE...LISTEN STOP ..THEN PAUSE...YOU COULD SURELY HEAR THE SOUNDS OF MY SHATTERED HEART AS IT POUNDS.I'M A SYMPHONY OF SORROW,A TODAY WITH NO TOMORROW.I PUT ON THE GREATEST SHOW,YOU PAY ADMISSION AND STILL DONT KNOW.I WOULD COME OUT TO TAKE A BOW BUT I WOULDNT KNOW EXACTLY HOW,I WOULD JUST STUMBLE AND COMPLETE THE GREATEST FALL.INSTEAD I'LL KNEEL AND THEN I'LL CRAWL SO YOU COULD SEE JUST HOW SMALL IS THE MAN WHO LOST IT ALL..NOW WATCH THE CURTAIN FALL..

FADE TO BLACK..

ALL OF MY LAUGHTER TURNS TO PAIN,ALL OF MY SUNSHINE TURNS TO RAIN.ALL OF MY HAPPINESS TURNS TO SORROW,ALL OF MY TODAY'S SHAPE MY TOMORROW.ALL OF MY MINUTES FEEL LIKE YEARS,ALL OF MY CONFIDENCE BECOMES MY FEARS.ALL OF MY LOVE TURNS TO HATE,ALL OF MY EMOTIONS CREATE MY FATE.ALL OF MY TRUTH'S SOON BECOME MY LIES,ALL OF MY PRIDE HAS SIMPLY DIED.ALL OF MY HOPES COME APART AT THE SEAMS,ALL OF MY NIGHTMARE'S LIVE INSIDE OF MY DREAMS.ALL OF MY LIGHT IS FADING TO BLACK,ALL OF MY DARKNESS IS THE VISION I LACK.

TEN MONTHS...

TEN MONTHS I PRETENDED LIKE I DIDNT CARE,TEN MONTHS YOU WERE ALWAYS RIGHT THERE.TEN MONTHS WHEN I DIDNT HAVE A THING,TEN MONTHS YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING.TEN MONTHS YOU GAVE ME YOUR HEART,TEN MONTHS I TORE IT APART.TEN MONTHS I CAUSED YOU SO MUCH PAIN,TEN MONTHS I BROUGHT YOUR LIFE'S RAIN.TEN MONTHS WENT BY WAY TO FAST ,TEN MONTHS IT JUST DIDNT LAST,TEN MONTHS IS NOW IN MY PAST.TEN MONTHS NOW THE TABLES HAVE TURNED,TEN MONTHS IT'S TO LATE BUT I'VE LEARNED.TEN MONTHS NOW ITS MY HEART THAT CRY'S,TEN MONTHS NOW WE LIVE SEPERATE LIVES.TEN MONTHS I HAD YOU EACH DAY,TEN MONTHS I LET YOU SLIP FURTHER AWAY.TEN MONTHS YOU WERE THERE WHEN PUSH CAME TO SHOVE,TEN MONTHS YOU WERE MY LIFE'S GREATEST LOVE.TEN MONTHS YOU MADE MY HEART MELT,TEN MONTHS I NEVER SAID HOW I FELT. TEN MONTHS I NEVER COULD GET ON THE RIGHT TRACK,TEN MONTHS NOW IT'S YOU THAT I LACK,TEN MONTHS NOW YOUR GONE FOREVER AND I CANT TURN THE CALENDAR BACK....

THE BLAME GAME

I CAN NOT STOP THE TEARS FROM WELLED UP EYE'S FROM DEEP INSIDE A SOUL THAT CRY'S. I CAN NOT CONTROL WHAT PEOPLE SEE OR THE RAGE INSIDE OF ME.MY LIFE IS FILLED WITH UP'S AND DOWNS ,OCCASIONAL SMILES BUT MOSTLY FROWNS.I DRIFT ALONG FROM TOWN TO TOWN,I WONT STAY LONG I'M BROKEN DOWN BUT THAT'S THE LIFE OF A CLOWN.I AM MADE OF FLESH AND BONE BUT INSIDE I'M HALLOW AND ALL ALONE.WHAT I TOUCH I WILL DESTROY,THE MAN YOU SEE IS JUST A BOY.I'M MADE UP OF ROTTEN FOOD ,A RANCID MIND THAT MAKES ME CRUED.I AM A BODY OF LIES,PLACING BLAME AND RUINING LIVES.I MOSTLY JUST PLAY MAKE BELIEVE IT MAKES IT EASIER FOR ME TO GRIEVE.I 'M ONLY HAPPY WHEN IT RAINS CAUSE NO ONE SEE'S MY TEARS OF PAIN.I AM NOTHING ,I'M NOT A MAN ,I'M JUST A BOY WITHOUT A PLAN.I AM LOST AND IT IS PLAIN TO SEE I WILL PLACE THE BLAME BUT THIS TIME.....ON ME.

THE GARDEN..

IN THE GARDEN I PLANT A FLOWER FOR EVERYDAY I'M FILLED WITH SORROW.IF THE HEAVEN'S BRING RAIN TODAY MY FLOWER WILL BLOOM TOMORROW.IT WILL RISE UP THROUGH THE MUD,A TINY SEED INTO A BUD.AS THE SEASONS BRING THE WINDS OF CHANGE,I CHECK THE GARDEN AND NOTICE SOMETHING STRANGE.WHEN THE GROUND IS SOAKED WITH RAIN FALLEN FROM MY TEARS OF PAIN,IT IS THEN MY FLOWER GROWS VERY SLOWLY BUT IT SHOWS.IN THE MORNINGS FILLED WITH DEW I SEE THE EVIDENCE OF SOMETHING NEW.NOW WITH EVERY SHOWER BRINGS A FLOWER IT'S THE RAIN THAT GIVES IT POWER.IT IS IT'S STRENGTH THAT HELPS IT GROW,WHEN I'M IN DOUBT I CHECK THE GARDEN THEN I KNOW.FOR IN MY DARKEST HOUR THROUGH MY WINDOW THERES A FLOWER,IT KEEPS IT'S BEAUTY IN THE STORM IT LOST A PEDAL BUT KEPT IT'S FORM.SO EVERY YEAR I'LL PULL THE WEEDS IN THE RAIN AND PLANT NEW SEEDS AND IN THE GARDEN FULL OF SORROW I KNOW THERE WILL ALWAYS BE TOMORROW AND EVEN IN THE GLOOM THERE IS A FLOWER IN FULL BLOOM.