I PUSH EVERYONE AWAY SO THEY ARE NOT A PART OF MY PAIN,I NEVER SEE SUNSHINE,I LIVE IN THE RAIN.I CAN NOT GIVE ANOTHER A HEART THAT IS TORN ALL APART.WHEN PUSH COMES TO SHOVE I'M NOT CAPABLE OF LOVE.MY EMOTION IS FROZEN,I DIDNT ALLOW THIS TO HAPPEN,I THINK I WAS CHOOSEN. SOME PEOPLE SWIM IN THEIR HAPPINESS OTHERS DROWN IN THEIR SORROW.SOME HOLD ON TO YESTERDAY,WHILE OTHERS LIVE FOR TOMORROW.I AM MISERY AND DO NOT DESERVE ANY COMPANY,I AM CHASING A SHADOW THAT WILL ALWAYS BE ONE WITH ME. I HAVE NOTHING TO OFFER TO THOSE WHO HAVE LIGHT,I HAVE LOST ALL MY VISION AND HIDE IN THE NIGHT. SO TO THOSE IN MY LIFE WHO I HAVE CAUSED SO MUCH PAIN, I'M JUST TRYING TO PROTECT YOU AND KEEP YOU IN THE SUNSHINE..BECAUSE I LIVE IN THE RAIN...