FOR ALL WHO HAVE LOST A LOVED ONE ..GONE TO SOON

IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE YOUR GONE WITHOUT TRACE AND ALL THAT'S LEFT ARE THE MEMORIES OF YOUR LAUGHTER AND THE WARTH OF YOUR EMBRACE..I WISH I COULD TURN BACK TIME AND KEEP YOU HERE WITH ME ,I WANT TO PRAY TO ANGELS AND BEG THEM TO SET YOU FREE .I CLOSE MY EYES AND FIGHT BACK ALL MY TEARS ,WHO WILL BE MY STRENGHT AND THE CALM FOR ALL MY FEARS .YOU WERE THE STAR THAT GUIDED ME THROUGH THE NIGHT AND THE SUN THAT ROSE AND BROUGHT ME INTO LIGHT .IF I LISTEN I CAN STILL HEAR YOUR VOICE INSIDE A GUST OF WIND ,I TAKE YOU IN MY BREATH AND KEEP YOU DEEP WITHIN,NOW YOU LIVE INSIDE MY SOUL AND SHARE A HEART THAT'S WAS ALWAYS YOURS BEFORE YOU FLY WITH AN ANGEL AND FOLLOW HIM AS HE SOARS.HE GUIDES YOU TO THE HEAVENS AND THE PARADISE THAT IT BRINGS AND I KNOW YOU WILL BE SAFE AT HOME FOR I WATCHED YOU EARN YOUR WINGS .I LEARNED LOVE FROM YOU ALL THAT IT IS WORTH ,I SHARED JOY AND HAPPINESS FROM MY ANGEL HERE ON EARTH.TODAY YOU WERE TAKEN FROM ME YOUR NO LONGER BY MY SIDE AND I'M LEFT WITH SO MANY QUESTIONS THE FIRST BEING WHY? WHY DID YOU TAKE MY LOVE AND MY VERY BEST FRIEND ? HOW CAN OUR BEGINNING SUDDENLY BECOME OUR END? HOW CAN OUR FUTURE SO QUICKLY BECOME OUR PAST ? AND HOW CAN I HOLD EACH MEMORY AND FOREVER MAKE THEM LAST? IN MY HEART I HAVE THE ANSWERS SO I'LL START BY DOING THIS..WHEN YOU GAZE DOWN UPON ME I'LL BE SURE TO MAKE YOU PROUD ,I'LL BE SURE TO STRAY AWAY FROM SILENCE AND LIVE MY LIFE OUT LOUD.I'LL BE SURE FOLLOW ALL MY HOPES AROUND UNTIL I CONQUER ALL MY DREAMS AND I WILL LIVE ABOVE THE CLOUDS AND STEAL THE SUN AS IT BEAMS.I WILL LIVE MY LIFE IN SONG AND HIT THE HIGHEST OF THE NOTES ,MY VOICE WILL BECOME AN ISTRUMENT FOR THOSE WITH SHATTERED HOPES.I PROMISE MY LOVE TO ALWAYS SING IN TUNE AND TO FOREVER KEEP THE MEMORIES OF AN ANGEL GONE TO SOON..

RUN AWAY LOVE

JUST RUN AWAY LOVE JUST RUN AND HIDE ,JUST RUN AWAY LOVE BEFORE YOU DROWN IN YOUR TEARS INSTEAD OF SWALLOW YOUR PRIDE .JUST RUN AWAY LOVE AND TAKE YOUR LAST BREATH JUST WHISPER LOVE BEFORE YOU PUT US TO DEATH.JUST RUN AWAY LOVE AND DON'T TAKE ANOTHER CHANCE JUST IGNORE ALL EMOTIONS YOU FELT FROM FIRST GLANCE.JUST RUN AWAY LOVE AND DON'T LOOK IN MY EYES ,JUST RUN AWAY LOVE JUST DON'T LISTEN AS MY HEART CRY'S .JUST RUN AWAY LOVE JUST LIVE WITH YOUR PAIN JUST RUN AWAY LOVE AND LET ALL OF YOUR FEARS DRIVE YOU INSANE.JUST RUN AWAY LOVE AND DON'T STAY AND FIGHT JUST HIDE IN THE DARK AND KEEP AWAY FROM THE LIGHT .JUST RUN AWAY LOVE AND HOLD ON TO YOUR PAST JUST RUN AWAY FROM THE MOMENT INSTEAD OF MAKING IT LAST.JUST RUN AWAY LOVE FAR AWAY FROM YOUR HOPES AND ALL OF YOUR DREAMS JUST RUN AWAY LOVE AND COME APART AT THE SEAMS.JUST RUN AWAY LOVE AND BURY LOVE DEEP ,JUST RUN AWAY LOVE AND YOUR SOUL IS YOURS TO KEEP .JUST RUN AWAY LOVE JUST RUN AND HIDE AND NEVER LOOK BACK ,JUST RUN AWAY LOVE AND GET YOUR LIFE BACK ON TRACK..

HEAVEN AND EARTH

I WISH MY WORDS COULD LAST THROUGH TIME ,TO SPEAK SO SOFT WITH CAREFUL LINES. I WISH THAT GRAVITY COULD PULL ME DOWN TO KEEP ME CLOSER TO THE GROUND ,I WANT TO DANCE WITH THOSE I LOVE AND NOT WITH ANGELS FROM UP ABOVE ,FOR MY JOURNEY HAS JUST BEGUN AND MY SONG HAS NOT YET BEEN SUNG . I AM ONLY JUST A MELODY , THE MUSIC LIVES INSIDE OF ME , A SYMPHONY OF WORDS SO DIVINE FROM WITHIN A SOUL THAT'S LOSING TIME.I WANT TO LEAVE NO STONE UNTURNED AND SHARE THE LESSONS THAT I'VE LEARNED.I WANT TO GAZE UPON THE CLEAR BLUE SKYS AND DO SO WITH CHILDLIKE EYES, I WANT TO WALK ALONG THE OCEANS SIDE AND FEEL THE SANDS WITH EVERY GLIDE .I WANT TO LOOK UPON THE SUN AS IT SETS AND WATCH IT RISE WITH NO REGRETS, I WANT TO WISH UPON A STAR AND KNOW MY DREAMS ARE NOT TO FAR. I WANT VISION BEYOND JUST SIGHT AND SLEEP IN DARKNESS AND LIVE IN LIGHT .I WANT TO WITNESS SEASONS CHANGE AND MY FAITH TO REARRANGE ALL THE PARTS MISPLACED INSIDE OF ME TO RESTORE WHAT USED TO BE. I WANT TO MY LOSE MY SHADOW AND WALK ALONE AND PROVE TO ALL HOW MUCH I'VE GROWN.I KNOW THAT HEAVEN IS REBIRTH BUT I STILL HAVE WORK LEFT HERE ON EARTH...

BRICK BY BRICK SHE BUILDS HER WALL AND DISREGARDS MY HEART AS I FALL.ALWAYS RUNNING FROM HER FEARS ,ALL I WANT IS TO BE THE MAN TO DRY HER TEARS .I HAVE NO WINDOW INTO HER SOUL SHE MOVES TO FAST FOR LOVE TO GROW ,I CAN NOT CATCH A SHOOTING STAR OR EARN HER TRUST AND LOVE FROM AFAR.I WANTED TO BRING A SMILE TO HER FACE AND KEEP HER SAFE IN MY WARM EMBRACE BUT I COULDN'T FILL HER EMPTY SPACE SHE DISAPPEARED WITHOUT A TRACE .I WOULD RATHER BE AFRAID THEN ALL ALONE OR QUIT ON LOVE I COULD CALL MY OWN.SHE PUSHED AND PUSHED UNTIL I WALKED AWAY AND WRAPS HER ARMS AROUND YESTERDAY.SHE CAN NOT MAKE NEW MEMORIES LAST UNTIL SHE LET'S GO OF HER PAST.SO BRICK BY BRICK SHE WILL BUILD HER WALLS AND KEEP HER PRIDE BEFORE SHE FALLS.SHE BUILT A CASTLE OF BROKEN DREAMS FOR NOTHING IS AS IT SEEMS ,SHE DOES NOT BELIEVE IN FAIRY TALES OR HAPPY ENDINGS FOR IN HER STORY HER PRINCE JUST FAILS.HE CAN NOT RESCUE HER FROM HER TOWER OR DELIVER FROM HER SORROW .BRICK BY BRICK SHE BUILT A KINGDOM THAT SHE RULES BUT IT'S FOUNDATION IS WEAKENED FROM THE LIES OF FOOLS. THE PRINCESS IS SUPPOSED TO LET DOWN HER HAIR WHEN HER PRINCE IS DRAWING NEAR TO HELP HIM CLIMB THAT MASSIVE WALL THAT SHE BUILT SO VERY TALL,IN THE HOPES HE CAN GIVE HER NEW MEMORIES,JOY AND LAUGHTER AND THEY COULD LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER..

DICHOTOMY OF A CLOWN

LONELY CLOWN ,PAINTED FACE,BROKEN DOWN TURNING SMILES INTO FROWNS ,LEAVING TOWNS UPSIDE DOWN TURNING SILENCE INTO SOUND .PAINTED FACES ,EMPTY SPACES ,LEAVING TRACES OF HIMSELF.WEARING MASKS OVER TEARS,COLORS RUN EXPOSING FEARS.BROKEN HEART,TORN APART,LONELY WORLD CREATING DOUBT.A VAGABOND CON WITH NINETY PROOF IN HIS PALM,APPOINTED JESTER ,FALSE BRAVADO ,HIBITUAL CHARM.INNER DEMONS CASTING SHADOWS A SOULS ECLIPSE,CHEAP TRICKS AND CLEVER QUIPS BLASPHEMES THE SACRAMENT AS HE SIPS.MORTAL SIN SEEK ATONEMENT FROM WITHIN,FORBIDDEN FRUIT,TAINTED ROOTS,BURNING BUSH ARMAGEDDON IN THE WIND.A SELF INFLICTED BENEDICTION WASHED AWAY THE CONTRADICTION OF THE MARTYRS GRIN,STOLEN HARVEST A GLUTTONS FEAST,ECHOES HOWL FROM THE BELLY OF THE BEAST.WITH BLOOD SHOT EYES ONE LAST TIDE,A FOOLISH BRIBE ,TRUMPETS SOUND THE SEVEN SEALS HAVE BEGUN.CRASHING WAVES ,END OF DAYS FROM THE HEAVENS COMES A HAZE,A GENTLE MIST ,CRIMSON WRIST A FINAL PENANCE,CATASTROPHE HE DRIFTS TOWARDS THE INFERNO'S SEA ONE LAST PLEA TO SET HIM FREE OF DICHOTOMY..

THESE THINGS I TAKE FOR GRANTED

THESE THINGS I TAKE FOR GRANTED ,THE WARMEST RAYS FROM THE SUN UPON A DAY THAT'S JUST BEGUN.THE GUST WIND THAT CREATES THE BREEZE AND RUSTLES LEAVES INSIDE THE TREES.THE ORANGE SUNSET THAT BRINGS THE NIGHT ALL THE STARS AND PALE MOON LIGHT.THE WONDER IN MY DAUGHTERS EYES ALL HER QUESTIONS AND REPLIES.THE PRECIOUS WORDS LEFT UNSAID THAT LEAD TO MY REGRET AND TREATING LOVE LIKE A DEBT.THE MANY FROWNS IN PLACE OF SMILES AND LOSING GOOD TIMES TO MY TRIALS.THE EMBRACE THAT DIDN'T LAST,EVERY MOMENT GONE TO FAST AND MISSING THE BEAUTY OF TODAY BY LIVING IN MY PAST.THE LOVED ONES NO LONGER SITTING AT THE TABLE BREAKING BREAD AND SIPPING WINE AND ALL THEIR TRADITIONS BECOMING MINE.THE ECHOES OF LAUGHTER IN EVERY EMPTY ROOM,THE GARDEN ROSES IN FULL BLOOM.THE FRESHEST GRAPES FROM THE VINE THAT PROVIDED THAT SAME WINE AND ALL THE FOOD FROM THE HEART THAT MADE OUR DINNING OH SO FINE.THE NOSTALGIA IN EVERY BRANCH OF OUR FAMILY TREE THAT GAVE ME WHAT'S INSIDE OF ME.THE LESSONS I'VE YET LEARN AND THE RESPECT I'VE YET TO EARN.THE LEGACY I LEAVE BEHIND WILL SHAPE A LIFE I MADE FROM MINE AND I HOPE SHE TO WILL STAND OUT IN CROWD AND THAT HER DADDY MADE HER PROUD SO THE LIFE SHE LIVES WILL BE ENCHANTED AND SHE APPRECIATES THESE THINGS I TOOK FOR GRANTED..

GRANDFATHER CLOCK

TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK, HIS MIND SPINS IN CIRCLES LIKE THE HANDS ON THAT OLD WOODEN CLOCK,PASSED DOWN FROM A MAN WHO HAD TIME ON HIS HANDS ,WHO COUNTED EACH SECOND,GATHERED EACH MINUTE AND DEVISED ALL HIS PLANS.THAT OLD WOODEN CLOCK BUILT FROM SPRINGS AND SOME DIALS KEEPING TRACT OF HIS TRIALS .WITH A HALLOW OLD CHIME TO CHRONICLE WHAT LIFE LEFT BEHIND ,SECOND HANDS ,BROKEN PLANS ,VISIONS ETCHED IN HIS MIND.THAT OLD WOODEN CLOCK BUILT FROM A MAN WITH THE CALLUSED OF HANDS , EVERY DETAIL HANDLED WITH HIS SPECIAL CARE MAKES THAT OLD WOODEN CLOCK THE RAREST OF RARE,AN ANTIQUE HUNG ON THE WALL THAT CAPTURES A GAZE OR EVEN A STARE.HOUR TO HOUR AND DAY AFTER DAY HIS BLOOD,SWEAT AND TEARS TURNED QUICKLY TO YEARS.IT KEPT ALL HIS TIME ,WITNESSED HIS FEARS AND COUNTED ALL OF HIS TEARS.IT HAS HELD EACH PRECIOUS MOMENT TO WHICH NOTHING CAN COMPARE ,WHETHER LIFE WAS UNKIND OR TREATED HIM FAIR .NOW IN THE WINTER OF HIS LIFE WITH HIS END DRAWING NEAR ONE FINAL REPAIR ,FOR SOMEDAY THAT OLD WOODEN CLOCK WILL HANG ON THE WALL OF THE SON OF HIS SON AND KEEP BRAND NEW TIME FOR A LIFE JUST BEGUN AND HE WILL LEARN ABOUT THE LOVE AND TRADITIONS INSIDE OF A MAN WHEN HE HANGS UP THAT OLD WOODEN CLOCK BUILT FROM HIS GRANDFATHER'S HANDS..